18.10.11

New Chapter

this weekend was beyond words. Las Vegas is an amazing place to just let loose and have fun. Fck what people say, think, or do. That was my mindset for this weekend, and it was great. Its nice to get away and just focus on having fun with the people who show love to you by going with. It was a great start to this whole new chapter in my life. I am legally a full grown adult according to the "great" U.S. government. I am excited to go to different bars, all kinds of shows, and try new drinks as well. The bars in Las Vegas are really great, even if they are on the pricey side. I am sure there are good bars locally and all I have to do is ask my cousins from LA, what there is out there. Clubs are whatever to me, not a huge club head but I'm willing to try those out as well. The best part is there are some shows that i would die to get into because of the DJ that was playing but i had to be 21. But now I can, as well as get VIP for the concerts and festivals i attend. Now it is all about working extremely hard, and accomplish the many goals that I have set, and that I know I will accomplish. I still have that strong faith that it is going to workout, and I am patient about because I know one day it will happen. And when that day comes, I will celebrate it like no other, but I will always remember to stay humble and true to the roots that i was raised from. I want to be able to help everyone out, and share some of my time with people that I might not have had the opportunity until then. I am starting to slowly "cut the fat" of my life. By this I mean all the negative people, who in one way or another, do not bring anything positive to my life, and are always just attempting to interfere with the present goal that I might have. But I am also cutting back on the negative things that I do. I am not perfect and Ill be the first to admit, but I believe I have learned a lot these couple of years, and I know what is right, where I want to be, and the kind of people I want with me. Slowly but surely, my life is coming together, and  I am excited for the future. I have set my goal of moving for the summer, and it will happen. I am scared about going alone, but I know I will have friends as well as family who will support me and my goals. If anyone ever needs my help, no matter how much, little, bad, difficult,, you might think it is, just let me know and I will try my best to help. This weekend came to a close, but no need to be sad because I know it is just the first of many many more. Already planning the next one :)  peace and one love <3

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