28.3.12

TIME

We never seem to have enough of it. But that's because we make it that way. Think about this. How fast did you read that sentence? Extremely fast right? Now look how much you have read since I asked you that question. Now more time has passed, dam that seems like it was a whole lot of time in between from then and now. Why? Because you thought about that way. You are the only person who can put that perception of time what you want it, sometimes unconsciously, to be. So I decided to start something new. (yet another new thing) No emphasis what so ever on "age". I try to not put emphasis on time, but it is difficult when the whole world goes by it. It is not a bad thing, it helps us not be in one huge blob of mess. But age is something I would like to discard. It doesn't matter anymore, I passed 18 and 21 so I have no more "restrictions" for the most part. I will do what I got to do when I am ready for it, not when my age requires me to. I feel like I am getting extremely close to the next chapter in my life, the one where I completely kill myself by working hard all day everyday, and will not rest until I have attained the goals I have set for myself. Which are extremely high. I will never settle for anything less. I do not want to not live pay check to pay check. I want to live beyond that. I do not want to just be able to give money to people. I want to set up a whole organization for that cause. And I will not stop until I am there. I will start to surround myself with nothing but positive people who will influence my life in a great way for many years to come. I am slowly choosing my people, and I know some of them I have not yet met but they will come. I know that one day, the term "all of a sudden" will be more true than ever, and that day I will be called many names, and had a lot of stuff thrown in my face from a lot of people that I "knew" from before, but it is just another phase that has to be gone through. The people who really matter you and are an important part of you life wont mind what your doing, and the other people who "care" so much about certain things that are obviously not important, well that's a story that I do not have to tell because you already know how it ends. I will move out of my parents house eventually, but what is the rush? I have had some people try to call me up on that, but I have the rest of my life to live on my own. I have a great relationship with them, there are no problems, and once I leave, it will NEVER be the same. And yes, it is possible to do great things at your parents house. So do not pay attention to all those people who try to talk shit talking about "you have this and this but still at your parents house?" If you are happy then it shouldn't matter. If there are problems with them, if you are not doing anything in your life but making it harder for them, then there I agree it is definitely time to move out. Marriage is not just something you can call quits. It should be what it was intented to be. FOR LIFE. I understand sometimes stuff happens, no one can argue with that. But take it serious, "test out" the person before signing those papers. Because after honeymoon phase is over, that is when you really get to know the person, and you might get stuck with someone you do not even know. Kids is just another thing. It is not the same as having a pet, a bf/gf, buying something new. This is a person, with feelings, needs, and wants. Your life will NEVER be the same either. Not saying it necessarily an a bad way, but with the emphasis of how big and important this really is. You should have a kid with someone you trust. Someone who you will not hate in a couple of years. Think before doing stuff. Protect yourself. Girls, don't try to trap a guy by getting pregnant. It will NOT work. Guys, think before you go sticking your stuff in. Always think if you were to get this girl pregnant, how would it be? If you don't like the answer, then don't do it. There will be more girls. Be careful! Do things when you are comfortable not because "age" is telling you that you should. FUCK WHAT SOCIETY WANTS YOU TO DO. They don't have to live with yourself every single day. You do. Think about what makes you smile and do it. Live to help others. Have a great week! Live Life Happy. Peace and One Love.

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