Those nights.

it is hard to remain focus and motivated even through the hard times. But I put all my faith that everything will be okay at the end. I know things will only get better. And I will focus on having fun right this second, as well as take every opportunity that can benefit me in the future. It is hard as well to stick to a plan when there is a good reason to go a different way. But that way hasn't worked so far, so I want to prove to myself that I can stick to this, and not have to worry about one more thing. Because something like that, shouldn't be a burden or distraction but support and happiness. So for now we stay focused, and will accomplish this goal alone but with the company of great people who will always be there.