& it just gets better

I can't even explain it, but my life is just getting better and better. Simple stuff, but that makes it sooo much more fun and exciting. This past week, I hung out with friends at a bar, went to a party where I saw people I haven't seen in a good while, met a few new people as well, went to the airshow! :D (it was amazing but hot), hung out with my family and had an amazing day preparing for this Saturday, and finally, went to watch the Lakers game at a local restaurant.Nothing huge but it is always fun to hang out and converse with people. I think that is what keeps you sane and happy. Us weak humans, crave and actually need human interaction. It makes you happy. Well at least me. And I love those random stranger talks during least expected times. Which is why I cannot wait until I become one of those commuters on the bus! I really do want to meet all these weird people I always hear about. But changing back to present time, I also decided to purchase some very nice dress clothes. And invest in the good kind while I am at it, since I probably will be using them a lot more. I truly believe that however you dress, is how you feel. I don't ever dress fancy, or get all ready anymore. I like the simple stuff, but whenever I do decide to wear something decent, it does help me feel better. So hopefully, everything works out, and find some great clothes at an even better price. haha. Oh yea, I shall start my fitness regimen once again, hopefully my ankle doesn't impede me from going all out. We shall see how that goes. I shall try to add something this Friday, but like I said, this Saturday is a big even for our family so I do not know yet what is going to happen. Hope you have a great rest of the week, and do not forget to do something productive, and most importantly, that good deed for someone else :)
Live Life Happy. Peace and One Love.

this friday is...

So I decided to start going out into the world again. And I have to admit, it is pretty fun :) I like the people I hang out with, and even though at times we literally do not do much, it's nice to just hang out with some people. Summer is fast approaching, and I am sure you have all notice the warm weather. I hate high temperatures, I prefer it nice and cold. But I guess it is nice to see the Sun in full effect. This summer is going to be fun, but at the same time, intense. Work, School, and outings. All before the big move to the big city. I have three months left here, and it is going to go by so quick! Time to hang with family and friends, and make the most out of everyday because I know I won't be here for long. So I really hope you have a great day, and hit me up to hang for the weekend one of these days! My niece's 15nera is coming up and I am excited! Be safe, have fun, and don't do anything I wouldn't do, which at this point, you are left with a very minimal amount of choices. haha Live Life Happy. Peace and One Love.

p.s. today was definitely a Strokes type of day, so enjoy :)

The Strokes- Someday

p.s.s. I promise the next entry will be a lot better, this weekend is looking great already, the airshow is tomorrow! :D

Friday!

Its fridayyyyyyyyyyy! Official start of the weekend. Time for some fun and spend some time with some amazing people! I have a couple of things to share with you. First, as you may or may not have read, I am moving to the big city this next coming up fall. And one of my goals is to play for a school, even if it is just a community college. My first choice of school was Santa Monica College. But they only had a Women's Team so my dream was crushed. I was seriously considering ELAC, and their team is also decent which was not a bad a choice. I was almost settled with that choice. I was almost even going to apply to it. I went to see a counselor yesterday and after talking to her, I felt really good about what I am about to do. So I researched some schools and found myself back at Santa Monica. For some reason, I just started to explore their website and stumbled upon their athletics page. I read down and saw a link that read MEN'S SOCCER. It took me a second to realize what that said. I clicked on the link and read the description, Coming back for Fall 12 is their Men's soccer team!!! At that moment I had this amazing feeling! The feeling of, I stumbled across this for a reason, I am meant to go here and this will be another stepping stone to the huge success one day I will achieve. I am super excited about that school. And am extremely happy and proud to announce that I have officially applied to go there, as well as fill out the FAFSA. So this means it is practically official. I am so happy and excited! I had a little discussion with my father, because it just hit him, hard, that I am going to really leave. Like I've said, I have no need to leave, but the want to do something bigger has taken over my life. It is all I ever think about. Now I understand what those people who share their stories mean when they speak about the "hunger". There is nothing more in the world that you want. No girls, no clothes, no parties. It all does not matter. You want to be up there, "successful" and living the life that you want to live. I know it is not going to be easy but I know I will make it. And honestly, I know me and my roommate will make it. It is going to be a hell of a fun ride too. But leaving here, I will never forget where I came from, and the people who are so important to me right now. There is just those people that you do not see often, or talk to on an everyday basis, but those moments that you do, are nothing less than amazing, every single time. I love having intellectual talks, talks about the future, the interests that we have. I had an amazing night last night, simply talking all night. I am so excited for these nights that I will have with other people when I move as well. I can already see those late night talks, with our bottle of wine, having a badass view, just sharing stuff. I love it. The simple stuff of life sometimes just makes more sense. Everyday is different, but we tend to try and make it the same. It is the routines, the stuff we get use to. Everyday is literally a blessing, because we can leave this earth at any given second. Freak accident, organ failure, accident, murder. It sucks but it is the cycle of life. So don't fret about the bad stuff. Focus on the good, you will live happier, longer. It will make the people around happier as well. It is not that we are scared of death, it is that we are scared of being forgotten, that we did not make an impact on this earth. So get out there and do something great! Today is Friday! Go out and do something fun! Hang with some friends, have a drink, (don't drink and drive though) do whatever your little heart pleases you, as long as you do not hurt anyone. We live for the weekends, for now. We live for those moments with the right people, always. Maybe you will do the opposite and stay in with your family or friends or whoever you choose to be with today. Share some time, nothing huge, simple. No matter what you do, make the best out of it. I know when we are young we tend to always want to be out of the house and when this can not be done, we get mad at our parents. Our parents will only be here for so long. We are only going to live with them for so long. Take advantage. We have our whole lives to party it up. Relax, take a breath, and live life happy. Have a great weekend, be safe! Peace and One Love

p.s. New Avicii song is out! Well the official version of it, because the song has been floating around for a while haha enjoy!

Avicii- Silhouettes

life.

I am so excited about all the stuff that is going on right now. I know I am a little anti-social at times, but it is time to get out there and meet new people. As well as network for the future, as everyone is doing something to get ahead in life for the most part. Always got to keep in mind to surround yourself with people who are doing positive things, and are trying to help you better yourself. I know it is hard to cut off those friendships that you might have had for years, but sometimes we have to make huge sacrifices for the better of ourselves. Slowly, I am meeting new people and I am excited for the opportunity to get to know them and experience new things as well. But I can definitely not forget about the positive people in my life already. You shouldn't ignore the good people in your life just because new ones are coming in. Along with getting a gf/bf, you must always know how to balance everything out with your family and old friends. I am happy to say I am happy with my life right now. And I know it will only get better from here on out. So if you are in my life, I am thankful and let's make it this an incredible journey! Have a great week! Live Life Happy. Peace and One Love.

Happy Birthday Dad

I am extremely lucky and blessed to be able to say that I have had my dad with me ever since I was born. I have no idea where I would be with out all the love and support I get from him. I know everyone feels ( & in their eyes and own experience, they are correct) like they have the best dad in the world, but I truly believe that I can honestly say I would like to be just like my dad later in life when I have my own kids. The way he shows love might be a little different than the normal, since the seriousness he always has in his expressions rubs off on me, I know and feel the deep love he has for us. I have actually seen him sacrifice his own meals so that we can eat. Sacrifice his own pleasures and luxuries to give us something that we might want. And he has worked extremely hard to make sure we have everything that we need. I really hope one day I can be a great father like he has been to us. I know I would do anything for certain people, and my kids will definitely be part of that group as well. When I was younger, I kept thinking to myself that I did not want to be that "old" dad, but seeing my dad and his age, I would definitely not mind that. Even though my dad is not old old, he has reached his mid 50's now, I am at an age where I will soon start my entire whole adult life and I am glad he will be here to share it and eventually one day, be part of the big family I wish to have. No, not 10 kids haha but I would wish our entire family to be closer than we are. I just want to wish my father a great day, and I know we don't always concur on stuff, but know that I am working hard to provide for you after all these years of you providing for me and my brother. One day, I promise, you will have it all. Happy Birthday again, even though I know you won't read this haha. Many more years to come!

RIP MCA

We have lost a huge influence in music. Adam Yauch has passed away. I am not a super die hard fan of the Beastie Boys but I do like some of their songs, and can appreciate people who have talent, and who were a huge influence on many different people. Time to take a moment and apreciate everything that we have and the people we have as well. Have a great day, and don't forget to do a little good deed that will probably make someone else's day. If your going to have your little fun for Cinco De Mayo, be safe and careful, there are many DUI checkpoints so don't get caught up in all that stuff that can be easily avoided. Peace and One Love.

Biggest decision of my life

I knew it had to happen. And I believe I am now ready to make it. I have not "matured" completely but I have came a long way from where I was. and it is time for me to finally move out of my house and move to the big city. I have no "need" but I do have that want, that hunger, that NEED to move and to bigger things. To move to the next step in life. I have not been lucky enough to be born into a rich or powerful family, so I have to work for it. We are not poor, but I would like to have a lot more than what we have now. Not just for myself and family, but like time and time again I have mentioned, to help others that are in need. This weekend, at my job, I had the great fortune of helping a guy out, even though it was a very small deed, that feeling was beyond amazing. It made me feel so great and love life. The guy was literally left stranded by his brother. The cab wanted $340 to take him home. He seemed so down. So I tried to cheer him up a little, and gave him a water which he received as the best gift ever. He thanked me and said "god bless you." That hit me, hard. I felt a little bad later since I only gave him one bottle instead of two but either way I felt happy at that moment. I know I am going to love sharing the wealth and time that I will have in the future. And for me to share many more of those moments with people, I need to work hard for a couple of years and make many sacrifices. Starting off with leaving the people who have given me everything that I have ever had. Everything that I could need and want. I love my parents and we have a great relationship. But I know that I need to leave them for a while, and make better for all of us. I am looking into a lot of different options in regards to housing, school, jobs, and internships. I have a very good feeling that it will all work out. I am going to room with a friend that I've known for a couple of years, and even though I know it is different living together, we share some stuff that I believe is important and I am excited for this new chapter in our lives. It will be hard to leave but fortunately, I will only be an hour away if I need to come back and visit. I know many people don't see the point of me going over there, but I do, and I am the one doing this, and I am going to be the one who overcomes it all. I do not plan to ever settle, always want and get more. Having cousins and my godfather out there is going to be a huge advantage and help. I am excited to live the independent life, even though it will be hard. One huge step for me, finally getting ready for that life I have always been destined to have. Have a great day and rest of the week.Always Live Life Happy. Peace and One Love.