Friday!

Its fridayyyyyyyyyyy! Official start of the weekend. Time for some fun and spend some time with some amazing people! I have a couple of things to share with you. First, as you may or may not have read, I am moving to the big city this next coming up fall. And one of my goals is to play for a school, even if it is just a community college. My first choice of school was Santa Monica College. But they only had a Women's Team so my dream was crushed. I was seriously considering ELAC, and their team is also decent which was not a bad a choice. I was almost settled with that choice. I was almost even going to apply to it. I went to see a counselor yesterday and after talking to her, I felt really good about what I am about to do. So I researched some schools and found myself back at Santa Monica. For some reason, I just started to explore their website and stumbled upon their athletics page. I read down and saw a link that read MEN'S SOCCER. It took me a second to realize what that said. I clicked on the link and read the description, Coming back for Fall 12 is their Men's soccer team!!! At that moment I had this amazing feeling! The feeling of, I stumbled across this for a reason, I am meant to go here and this will be another stepping stone to the huge success one day I will achieve. I am super excited about that school. And am extremely happy and proud to announce that I have officially applied to go there, as well as fill out the FAFSA. So this means it is practically official. I am so happy and excited! I had a little discussion with my father, because it just hit him, hard, that I am going to really leave. Like I've said, I have no need to leave, but the want to do something bigger has taken over my life. It is all I ever think about. Now I understand what those people who share their stories mean when they speak about the "hunger". There is nothing more in the world that you want. No girls, no clothes, no parties. It all does not matter. You want to be up there, "successful" and living the life that you want to live. I know it is not going to be easy but I know I will make it. And honestly, I know me and my roommate will make it. It is going to be a hell of a fun ride too. But leaving here, I will never forget where I came from, and the people who are so important to me right now. There is just those people that you do not see often, or talk to on an everyday basis, but those moments that you do, are nothing less than amazing, every single time. I love having intellectual talks, talks about the future, the interests that we have. I had an amazing night last night, simply talking all night. I am so excited for these nights that I will have with other people when I move as well. I can already see those late night talks, with our bottle of wine, having a badass view, just sharing stuff. I love it. The simple stuff of life sometimes just makes more sense. Everyday is different, but we tend to try and make it the same. It is the routines, the stuff we get use to. Everyday is literally a blessing, because we can leave this earth at any given second. Freak accident, organ failure, accident, murder. It sucks but it is the cycle of life. So don't fret about the bad stuff. Focus on the good, you will live happier, longer. It will make the people around happier as well. It is not that we are scared of death, it is that we are scared of being forgotten, that we did not make an impact on this earth. So get out there and do something great! Today is Friday! Go out and do something fun! Hang with some friends, have a drink, (don't drink and drive though) do whatever your little heart pleases you, as long as you do not hurt anyone. We live for the weekends, for now. We live for those moments with the right people, always. Maybe you will do the opposite and stay in with your family or friends or whoever you choose to be with today. Share some time, nothing huge, simple. No matter what you do, make the best out of it. I know when we are young we tend to always want to be out of the house and when this can not be done, we get mad at our parents. Our parents will only be here for so long. We are only going to live with them for so long. Take advantage. We have our whole lives to party it up. Relax, take a breath, and live life happy. Have a great weekend, be safe! Peace and One Love

p.s. New Avicii song is out! Well the official version of it, because the song has been floating around for a while haha enjoy!

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