Dance free. Dance all day & night. Live your life however you want. As long as your happy, you have succeeded. Stay positive and be patient, I promise it will be worth it :)
1.5.12
Biggest decision of my life
I knew it had to happen. And I believe I am now ready to make it. I have not "matured" completely but I have came a long way from where I was. and it is time for me to finally move out of my house and move to the big city. I have no "need" but I do have that want, that hunger, that NEED to move and to bigger things. To move to the next step in life. I have not been lucky enough to be born into a rich or powerful family, so I have to work for it. We are not poor, but I would like to have a lot more than what we have now. Not just for myself and family, but like time and time again I have mentioned, to help others that are in need. This weekend, at my job, I had the great fortune of helping a guy out, even though it was a very small deed, that feeling was beyond amazing. It made me feel so great and love life. The guy was literally left stranded by his brother. The cab wanted $340 to take him home. He seemed so down. So I tried to cheer him up a little, and gave him a water which he received as the best gift ever. He thanked me and said "god bless you." That hit me, hard. I felt a little bad later since I only gave him one bottle instead of two but either way I felt happy at that moment. I know I am going to love sharing the wealth and time that I will have in the future. And for me to share many more of those moments with people, I need to work hard for a couple of years and make many sacrifices. Starting off with leaving the people who have given me everything that I have ever had. Everything that I could need and want. I love my parents and we have a great relationship. But I know that I need to leave them for a while, and make better for all of us. I am looking into a lot of different options in regards to housing, school, jobs, and internships. I have a very good feeling that it will all work out. I am going to room with a friend that I've known for a couple of years, and even though I know it is different living together, we share some stuff that I believe is important and I am excited for this new chapter in our lives. It will be hard to leave but fortunately, I will only be an hour away if I need to come back and visit. I know many people don't see the point of me going over there, but I do, and I am the one doing this, and I am going to be the one who overcomes it all. I do not plan to ever settle, always want and get more. Having cousins and my godfather out there is going to be a huge advantage and help. I am excited to live the independent life, even though it will be hard. One huge step for me, finally getting ready for that life I have always been destined to have. Have a great day and rest of the week.Always Live Life Happy. Peace and One Love.
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May God be with you in everything your heart desired if you want to help out and be a hand to someone in need that makes you a person with a big heart i mean huge heart
I wish you the best luck out there..
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