There are some subjects that I choose to avoid because they are what are known as "too sensitive". But I don't currr...I do what I want! So as I sit here typing, drinking my margarita that I was craving during my last post, I think to myself, why some things in life have become forbidden. I understand that most people can not handle certain things, but every one does or use them anyways. I agree that maybe some 18 or even 20 year old can not handle liquor right now that it is illegal for them to drink, one can only imagine if they would be able to legally purchase and consume at that age. But as we know, certain things taste and feel better when they are prohibited. So we want to do them even more. I know for a while I was stuck on drinking, but that got old after the first couple of months. Not saying that I do not like it, but being 21 was not much of a difference except that I can actually go somewhere and buy it myself. Age is not necessarily the marker for maturity. Some people do it faster, others take a very long time to do it. But in other countries, the legal age limit is 18. And the "kids" treat it as whatever. I do not believe it is right that this country, allows people to enlist and kill other people, witness horrific things that they will forever have to live with, but return home and not be able to consume alcohol legally. That is not right, but for now, we can not change that. Another thing that I do not agree with is Weed. Yeah I said it. I know my family will not approve of it, but I would not be afraid to tell them that I do use it occasionally. I believe it receives too much negativity, and I am sure everyone has tried it at least once, including those people who are "against it". I am not going to say it is okay to sit there, baked all day, and not do much. But it does help with a lot of stuff. Helps me focus, relax, and most importantly, think! I know sometimes I think way too much, and it fcks with my head because of it, and does not let me sleep. But a friend of mine posted this, which I believe helps me out alot. "You have always had trouble falling asleep, it means your not supposed too. You are cursed to stay awake thinking of random shit attempting to understand it all." I feel like I am lucky enough to think this way, and hopefully help everyone that I can. But the bad thing is that most of the time, you do not know how to tell someone something because your afraid that they will look at you all crazy, like you do not really know what you are talking about, when you know you do. haha. Being in a higher state of mind is great, but we also know that we have stuff to get done, and we will do them well. I understand that many people will be quick to judge, but I do not care. One day, I will be somewhere, and those older people will super judge me, think horrible about me, and I will just remain quite, because I know I am more successful than I imagined, but do not take pride in boasting to them. But the moment they realize exactly what I have, how hard I worked for it, and how much I will continue to work for others till the day I die, is the moment that I will feel accomplished. Not in a snobby, I'm rich your not way, but in a way that I know I did good, I made people proud, and will continue to do it. I love my family, I do not know where I would be if I did not have such a great family, as well as my few close friends. I love every single one of you guys, and I promise one day, we shall all be at the top of the hill, looking down and thinking, damn, we came a long ass way. But it will not stop there because we will help so many people get better in life, and at that moment, all the hard work, all the hours at work and school, sleepless nights, breaking backs and minds, will all be worth it because we proved people wrong. It is going to be great, and what we do, is our shit. Drugs, Sex and Music. Not in that order and not in a bad way either. haha